SMILE ت

Friday, October 31, 2008

s0rry f0r n0t bl0ggin f0r the last few daes[X w0rkin everidae... the m0st tedi0us is frm tue til thur... i w0rk 13 hrs alm0st everidae! 0ne w0rd t0 describe : TIRED*

tmr 0ff... w0nderin whr t0 g0. al0t 0b tings i wann t0 buy, and i n0e wad t0 buy(: w0ots^^

wun be bl0ggin t0o recently barhhs. busy busy busy... aft 14th, mayb wil be in malaysia lerhhs[:

and... i h0pe my big ulcer wil kuai dian ha0; really hurts al0t!!!

i kn0w what is really impt t0 me n0w!

Tricia*

writtern @Friday, October 31, 2008

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

w0rk is fine wit me t0day, jus dat its tirin... and tirin...!

0ut 0b a sudden, jus feel like expressin myself 0ut...
i feel that n0 0ne else is m0re impt than my parents and k0r k0r.
at least i n0e they are the 0ne dat stands by my side whenever i face pr0blem. i jus want t0 let them kn0w i L0VE them! and...
i wil n0w place y0u all right at the 1st place in my heart.!
i just need y0u all and n0thing else(:

n0 0ne is all0w t0 mess with my life anym0re.!

Tricia*

writtern @Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Sunday, October 26, 2008

didnt went w0rk t0day because i'm SICK again! but tis tym it is neither flu n0r c0ugh; but wisd0m t0oth in my m0uth! raars. which means that i cant t0k in a pr0per way and cant eat much... because it hurts al0t 0nce y0u open y0ur m0uth!

s0... hab been eatin p0rridge all this while, because its s0ft and can be swall0wed easily! sz br0ught p0rridge fer mi t0day, thannxs girl(:

i wanna get well s0on. dere is al0t 0b tings dat i need t0 d0~! s0 pls...

Tricia*

writtern @Sunday, October 26, 2008

Saturday, October 25, 2008

w0ke up 8.20am, bath-ed and went w0rk at 9.20am. bus-ed t0 mrt den train-ed t0 0rchard. t0day is my 1st day at 0rchard... 0nly f0r 3 wks. meanin tis 3 wks wil be VERY VERY busy! i've plan everythin f0r this seas0n already(0ct-dec)

1st day 0f w0rk, was very blur and i'm t0 l00k after my stuff al0ne. bec0s there isn't al0t 0f ppls, s0 0verall, its 0kays(: evelyn came in at 12.45pm, means i've s0me0ne t0 t0k t0 lerhhs[: and is my G00D fren^^ bec0s we 0nly hav 2 ppls, s0 whenever we g0 f0r lunch, we wil be al0ne]: i d0nt lyk it! eat al0ne leahhs; s0 em0! raars.

went t0 4th fl00r, the staff canteen, nthh eat. decided t0 went 5th fl00r and hab LJS. i 0lwaes L0VE dat :D eat al0ne and blahhs blahhs blahhs. sz came t0 find us ltr... 0ff w0rk at 6.45pm... went far east tgt wit ah zhen. she br0ught al0t 0b tings and i br0ught n0thin. quite interested in that l0ng skirt, but i d0n't tink i wil l00k nice wearin dat :X

mrt-ed hm at 9pm...

ah zhen: i wil help y0u derhhs. n0 w0rry... d0n't have t0 feel guilty 0ver anythin... i'm use t0 it and i really think there isn't a need f0r me t0 clarify anythin with him either(: i h0pe t0 see y0ur real smile agn, my dear girl*

****:
if 0ne day u learn n0t t0 assume tings, i think every0ne will be happy f0r y0u.but i d0ubt the day wil c0me...
if 0ne day u stop saying ppl accuse u, i think every0ne wil be happy f0r y0u. but i d0ubt u wil be able t0 d0 s0...
if u think 0ur carin is extra 0r is unneccesary, den jiu let it be l0rhhs.
put y0urself in ppl sh0es, if u r the 0ne, what wil u feel?
what u say t0day, i wil surely remember... 0ne day, and i swear 0ne day i wil pr0ve y0u wr0ng!
y0u can just wait and see...
and... d0 y0u kn0w why s0metime y0u talk bac t0 me 0r the tings y0u say, i didnt ans y0u back? it is bec0s... Y0U JUST SIMPLY TALK WITH N0 SENSE! s0... i rather be quiet, bec0s i d0nt wanna talk like y0u.
i'm s0rry... but y0u make mi piss 0ff, i can jus be as MEAN as y0u!

Tricia*

writtern @Saturday, October 25, 2008

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

had my english paper t0dae. i c0nsider it as fine(: exam til 7pm, chengl0ng pei mi walk t0 mrt stati0n den he went h0me. t0k al0t thru-out the j0urney. al0t 0b tings indeed hab changed.

went t0 0rchard t0 l00k fer eve. aft dat, ard 8.30pm train-ed bac amk. went t0 ntuc t0 buy f00ds den bac t0 cinema f0r 0ur sh0w[BUTTERFLY L0VER!] quite a nice sh0w?! t0 mi larhhs(: watch-ed wit pg t0dae...

aft the sh0w which is ard 11pm, went t0 l00k fer darren and ah zhen. hm sweet hm nxt[：

Tricia*

writtern @Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

w0rk frm 10.30am-2pm t0dae. after buyin my sh0es, went hm t0 bathed and wash my cl0thes. meet sz,cl and pg at 4.15pm. pei sz t0 d0 her manicure 1st, den t0 her hse. sittin dere slackin.

pei her buy dinner fer her ah ma, s0 we 2 cab t0 the market and cab bac. n0 ch0ice, she l0aded]x hahaas. hab 0ur dinner at her hse. she went t0 bath-ed, as fer mi and cl jiu cam-wh0rin... pg return hm 1st and came bac ltr. went t0 meet chengl0ng f0r my paper, aft dat all 0b us pei sz t0 the sal0n t0 tie her hair... wanted watch m0vie wit pg, but sz ask us pei her... s0 change t0 tmr den watch(: we'r g00d 0kays?! hahaas.

went t0 M0S fer supper? and den send sz d0wn t0 the taxi stand and hm sweet hm(:
f0tos are in my frenster pr0file. lazy t0 upl0ad(x

Tricia*

writtern @Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Monday, October 20, 2008

w0ke up 10am. wash cl0thes, bath-ed blahhs blahhs blahhs. meet sz at my blk d0wnstair. went t0 market and eat breakfast. aft dat, cab t0 hub... she went t0 buy her belt and slippers.

aft dat, went kb0x til 7pm. gt new j0b 0fferin. c0nsiderin*

t0 them:
[fate and destiny is n0t f0r y0u t0 f0ll0w, its f0r y0u t0 change]
[d0nt assume tings and PLS d0 n0t let chances slip thru y0ur fingers]
[0nly when y0u believe in y0urself and him, true l0ve wil den appear]
[i will try my best t0 help y0u b0th(:]

sz: s0rry f0r em0-in jus n0w. its because i really miss him...
G00D LUCK T0 PE0PLE TAKING O's. JIAY0Usss*
Tricia*

writtern @Monday, October 20, 2008

Saturday, October 18, 2008

w0ke up t0dae at 8.15am, bath-ed and meet my c0usin ard 9am. cab d0wn t0 serang00n n0rth t0 meet my ah yi as she is c0min t0 s'p0re t0dae f0r check-up. hab breakfast wit dat and bus-ed bac t0 amk ard 11am. went t0 mac and waited fer ah zhen...Zzz!

12pm she reach-ed, she and my c0usin was eatin. aft dat, chai lin came and find us t0o(: went t0 watch m0vie aft dat[H0USE BUNNY*]... the sh0w is nice! w0rth watchin it^^

ard 3pm, the sh0w end... we went t0 lib aft dat. eat and study. ard 8pm, mi, ah zhen and poh gee went t0 meet darren and hm sweet hm aft dat[:

m0vie list:
1.eagle eye
2.butterfly l0vers
3.c0nnected
i wanna watch all these!!!

sz & darren: s0rrii f0r causin all th0se tr0ubles. i dun wanna drag any0ne d0wn anym0re. because 0f mi, cause all these c0nflict am0ng y0u t0o, i sincerely ap0l0gise.
bec0s the l0ve fr0m mi t0 him is unwanted...
til the end; i c0uld neither feel it n0r see it and he c0uld neither accept it n0r take it.!

i wish t0 put d0wn t0o. didnt expect it w0uld be s0 difficult t0 d0 so.
my bdae with0ut his presence is still n0thin t0 me!

Tricia*

writtern @Saturday, October 18, 2008

Friday, October 17, 2008

let mi bl0g s0meting f0r t0dae barhhs(:

w0ke up by my c0usin at 8am t0dae, c0s i pr0mise her dat t0dae wil pei her g0 play badmint0n... she was rather punctual>.<>

bec0s i was alreadi beri late and miss-ed the bus 76, s0 i t00k a cab d0wn t0 fetch her and went t0 yck sp0rts hall.1st, went t0 b00k c0urt and play. reali beri l0ng nvr play lerhhs. s0 my skills dr0p quite al0t! after playin was b0ut 11am, went t0 yck stadium and run. guess h0w mani r0unds did i ran?! hahaas. i ran 3 rds = 1.2km(: big cheers fer mi^^

wanted t0 t00k bus hm straight aft runnin derhhs. but 0n the j0urney bac, my c0usin said she was hungry... wanted mi t0 pei her hab lunch. s0 in the end, we decided t0 went mac t0 hab 0ur lunch. went in and sit d0wn, actuali wanted t0 sit 0n the right side 0f the place, den the cleaner ask us t0 sit at the left side as she is cleanin. s0 i was beri friendly and said 0kays(: but... when i br0ught my meals bac wit my c0usin, she ask us t0 sit at the right side as she wants t0 clean the left side 0f the place already. i was lyk...! heys; whr i sit, nd t0 listen t0 u?! was quite angry, but i t0ld myself dat i nd t0 calm d0wn, c0s tis is jus the start 0b the dae* and i did[：

after eatin, walk-ed hm wit my c0usin. bath-ed agn as i'm quite smelly aft exercis-in. hahaas. den waited fer shu zhen cal as i'm meetin her after her sci practical t0dae. at ard 2pm, she call-ed and i went d0wn t0 meet her. gt s0me c0nfusi0n in btw, we wanted t0 g0 marina square, s0 she frm yck t0ok train t0 amk. and i msg her n0t t0 tap her card 0ut, but she nvr saw. s0... n0t g0nna elab0rate.

train-ed to cityhall, went marina square. the print-tee sh0p didnt open t0dae!!! raars~! s0 jus walk ard, br0ught 2 pair 0b earring fer myself. as fer ah zhen, she br0ught earrin, hair-pin and necklace! i saw 0ne nice braclet t0dae:D t00k s0me pic at marina dere t0o(: aft dat, went bac t0 M0F t0 hab my early dinner. i eat the same as last tym[：became em0 while eatin. dun ask mi why, 0nly sz n0e.
den started drawin and writin rubbish 0n the tissue. and dere is 0ne wait0r beri funny, after we left, while i'm stil 0utside the restaurant, but i d0ubt he n0e, he went t0 the table and l00k wad i write... jus a funny incident after all(: and i tink he th0ught sz 0r mi gt interest in him=.= tis is call-THINK T0O MUCH!

nxt, we went t0 suntec... br0ught n0thin actuali. the m0st stupid ting is, we l0st 0ur way. and mi and sz alm0st quarrel. n0t g0nna say b0ut dat.! den she went t0 ask an auntie h0w t0 walk t0 mrt stati0n. the auntie lead us t0 BUGIS MRT STATI0N! after walkin s0 l0ng, went bugis stati0n. 0MG! i cant believe it. my leg was full 0b blisters... s0mem0re its 6.30pm, which means peak hrs, wil be damn pack inside the train! we t0ok t0 cityhall and t0 marina bay as we reali nd seats:p wh0 n0es dat, when the train reach-ed raffles place, the d00r cant 0pen, and was quite a c0medy if u r dere. u can c al0t 0b ppl waitin t0 enter the train, but the train d00r cant 0pen at all. at dat m0ment, i t0ld sz:[D0NT TEL MI THE TRAIN CANT W0RK, I D0N WANT WALK THE TRACK D0WN W0RHHS!] u n0e wad?! when the train reach DG, we need t0 alight c0s the train is reali N0T W0RKIn! h0w can i be s0 "LUCKY"? n0 ch0ice, alight l0rhhs. the place was full wit ppls! reali FULL! we t00k train bac t0 marina bay agn. u n0e why? t0wards the jur0ng east line, t0tally cant squeeze in. damn packed!

aft dat, reach-ed amk ard 7+... t00k cab hm bec0s reali cant walk lerhhs, leg damn pain! went 0ut aft dat wit mummi, and ah yi they all agn!

such a day i had~! indeed a l0ng p0st fer t0dae*

even th0ugh mem0ries d0es flash back... and i kn0w i really d0 miss y0u.
but i d0nt intend t0 d0 anything b0ut it anym0re. it is n0t within my mean!
whenever the th0ught of you might make me feel sweet in my heart, but the very next moment, it aches more than anything else! ITS ENOUGH!

a sentence g0es like this:
[if we happened t0 kn0w each 0ther, that is call FATE! and if we happened t0 kn0w each 0ther, but cant be t0gether, that is call DESTINY!]

t0tally l0se t0 y0u!

Tricia*

writtern @Friday, October 17, 2008

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

14.10.08
had sh0p c0nversi0n ytd. w0rk frm 1.30pm-2am. there is al0t 0f staff w0rkin aftn00n shift. s0 can c0unted as quite fun?! hahaas/: warehse came ard 10pm... wit 102 cart0ns!!! s0, all 0b us sat d0wn and open cart0ns... as usual, i've t0 leave early, bec0s i gt curfew. walk hm al0ne, its beri quite~! but mummii beri gudd, n0e i afraid, came d0wn t0 the blk and fetch mi. xie xie nii(:
bath-ed and rest ard 3am.

15.10.08
sz called mi agn at 8.30am! i was lyk... raars! i beri tired. haiis. aft dat, i wake up at ard 9.30am t0 wash up c0s i nd t0 w0rk ltr lerhhs[10.30am]. open sh0p wit wendy t0dae, lisa wil be late c0s she gt meetin. al0t 0b display haben been d0ne, s0 frm 10.30-3pm, was 0ccupied wit al0t 0b tings!
aft 3pm, meet ah zhen and poh gee. went f00d c0urt t0 hab my breakfast/lunch. and den went l00k ard fer ah zhen stuff and 0so f0r 0ne 0b my belt. ard 5pm, i went 0ff 1st lerhs(:

Tricia*

writtern @Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

red & green(:

chai lin & me~！

shu zhen & me~!

poh gee & me~!

poh gee 1st*

me 2nd*

chai lin 3rd*

shu zhen 4th*

bdae girl cuttin cake^^

make a wish[:

4 0f us:D

the bdae cake...

s0me 0f the ph0tos fer ytd(:

lazy t0 upload all 90+ ph0tos.

enj0y^^

Tricia*

writtern @Sunday, October 12, 2008

i wil write s0methin b0ut tis wh0le day!

frm 11am-2pm:
went kb0x wit kelvin... nthh much t0 sae b0ut dis t0o[x

2pm-9pm:
aft singing, i went 0ff t0 hub t0 buy chailin bdae present 1st, aft dat head-ed t0 0rchard. went t0 far-east t0 meet dem. sh0p ard... i had my MARS BAR dere(: dun0 why, i L0VE it^^
ard 3.40pm, we cab-ed d0wn t0 amk. and beri stupid derhhs is dat, they wanted t0 g0 kb0x! i was lyk...!!! can dun wann? but kb0x is the best place t0 celebrate chailin bdae lerhhs. s0 in the end, we went dere agn. can y0u all believe it? jus t0dae, i went 2 tym. raars！actuali we wanted watch m0vie, but ah zhen dun wann]:

s0... sing sing sing...was rather d0wn at 1st. but wh0 n0es, when they bring the cake in, everi0ne high lyk sia0 since dat m0ment(: w0oh0os! dats shuld be the way marhhs! we t00k AL0T 0b f0tos t0dae. beri funni derhhs, seri0us derhhs etc... fun fun fun^^

and... we met s0me nice ppls dere, whr by ah zhen sae he is sweet leahhs! hahaas. but he is indeed friendly(:

went hm ard 9+. dats the end 0b the dae.

in c0nclusi0n, i went kb0x 3 tyms! ytd 1 tym, t0dae 2 tyms!

chailin, h0pe y0u lyk the present and the plan we 0rganise fer y0u:D

aniwae, nice dae wit shu zhen, poh gee and chai lin'

I HAD MY 1ST V0DKA DRINK T0DAY*

GIRLFRIENDS~!

f0tos wil be uploaded s00n(:

i'm tryin beri hard t0 f0rget...
Tricia*

writtern @Sunday, October 12, 2008

Monday, October 6, 2008

wake up 10am t0dae. hab my breakfast, watch vcd, aft dat went market wit mummii. went hm ard 1pm; bath-ed agn and watch vcd. dats h0w b0rin life is!

hab a slp frm 4pm-7pm... aft dat, bath-ed and 0ut t0 meet ah zhen. went mac t0 eat while she studied. aft everithin, hab a heart-heart t0k wit her. realise al0t 0b tings changes ard us, n0t 0nli 0thers 0so myself. she tinks dat i'm better n0w. perhaps! haiis.

just lyk wad we were saein jus n0w, last yr is reali better than n0w. s0metym even when we d0nt hab al0t 0b m0ney wit us, but yet, life is full 0b laughter and happiness... but... when we hab m0ney aft w0rkin,the w0rd 'smile' might n0t be suited t0 be use 0n us anim0re.

s0methings we nd t0 experience it than we wil n0e h0w it feel. n0 matter h0w 0thers tel u, u wun utd... learned s0methin t0dae; [THINGS D0N'T ALWAYS STAY BY Y0URSELF]

Tricia*

writtern @Monday, October 06, 2008

Sunday, October 5, 2008

0kays. s0mething fer t0dae agn! went w0rk at 10am; and u n0e wad, the wareh0use send us 75 cart0ns jus durin th start 0b the dae! STUPID LARHHS!!! sh0p s0 small, s0 mani st0ck!!!

s0, we were damn busy wh0le dae, wh0le sh0p is damnn messy bec0s gt s0me irritating cust gt itchy hands.! hab lunch wit wendy at kfc(: and 0ff w0rk ard 7.20pm. went t0 meet sz, she hab her dinner at mac, saw kelvin dere. l0ng tym n0 see, as y0u n0e, y0u nvr changed. hahaas.

aft dat, we walk-ed t0 darren hse v0id deck and... n0t g0nna elab0rate m0re[: hm ard 10.30pm^^

i Miss-ed him m0reeeeeeeeee.................

Tricia*

writtern @Sunday, October 05, 2008

Friday, October 3, 2008

ytd was damn p0wer larhhs! i slp til half way, darren msg mi at 3.15am and i happened t0 feel the vibrati0n 0b my f0ne... the beri next m0ment, he call-ed... haiis; i answer-ed, den he ask mi pei him t0k til 6am c0s he f0rg0t t0 bring hse key, den cant g0 hm. startin i was lyk... Zzz. i'm TIRED larhhs! but den; suan lia0s, jiu pei him t0k l0rhhs. i'm nice kkaes?! xD

ard 11.45am wake up, bath-ed and meet sz at 1pm. wanted t0 eat kfc derhhs, but the queue damn l0ng, s0 went t0 eat pizza hut instead. aft dat, decided t0 g0 kb0x sing^^ funni tings happen-ed dere!

aft singin, went lib study, den t0 p0pular. saw cl darlin(: aft dat, walk-ed t0 my uncle sh0p t0 hab 0ur late dinner! 0n 0ur way, wei yi they all saw mi; sh0uted my name s0 l0ud!!! scare n0 0ne n0e is it?! damnn pai sehh can! raars.

walk-ed hm aft dat... and i'm here bl0ggin agn[:

Tricia*

writtern @Friday, October 03, 2008

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

ph0t0s 0f the f00d that we eat at the M0F ytd(:

i seri0usly MISS-ED the f00d^^

Tricia*

writtern @Wednesday, October 01, 2008

jus back hm! meet k0r at 1.30pm t0dae; he was late and i was earli, s0 waited fer him fer b0ut 30mins. raars! train-ed t0 0rchard, went wisma t0 c0llect mummii hp, inactive sim, means the sim-card sp0iled! s0 nd g0 d0wn PS cust service centre change! haiis. unexpected~!

walk-ed t0 cine, wanted watch m0vie, but he wann t0 eat suki sushi.. den the timin n0t rites. in the end, thannxs t0 mi, we nvr watch 0r eat sushi, we went t0 marina square instead. went t0 buy my p0l0-tees 1st, den we went t0 M0F(ministry of food) t0 hab 0ur lunch(: a japanese restaurant! the f00d and the dessert is damn NICE!!! the services dere is reali g00d!
after eatin, we sign up fer their membership card; and i wr0te them a nice feedback f0rm[：

aft eatin, went upstair t0 buy my tee-shirt:D aft dat, its ard 7pm lerhhs, train-ed to DG... guess wad? when i went starhub cust service centre and tel dem i nd change sim-card fer my mum bec0s it is sp0iled. they t0ld mi cann0t bec0s i'm n0t the subscriber!!! means i c0me here fer n0thinnn!!!

bus-ed hm aft dat and meet darren fer a chit-chat sessi0n.
I HATE IDI0T WH0 BACKSTAB ME*

Tricia*

writtern @Wednesday, October 01, 2008